Dead Blog

Dead Blog
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IT ISNT !!!
Its just that conveniently im just too busy to update it. Labs UFO etc
haha
today had a hella a time with da freshies
dey damm great bunch ni XD
i would say that i would upload pictures and all that
onto this blog, but preferably
how bout a video instead ^^
thats right u read correctly
I Wang Jun Yen
(btw James, this is how u spell my name ni)
Promise that i will upload a video of the recent events onto this blog XD
gimme... 1 week like that can ?
lets see
its a good bargain ma
if a picture is worth a thousand words
then imagine a video containing ALOT of pictures
with comments to boot !!!

Fluffy Logic Portal
THE REOPENING OF THE DEAD PORTAL
Coming Soon To
wjyen.blogspot.com

Written By : Wang Jun Yen
Directed by: Wang Jun Yen
Dedicated to: ALL OF MY MSL FRIENDS !!!
I love you guys/gals
( just incase got ppl think im sexist)


( i think by now James can remember my name d and spell it oso hor ?)

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

1. Yen
2. Chubby (=.=) die !!!!!
3. Ducky (lets not go there)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. my eyes
2. my skin XD
3. my brain ? is that physical?

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:

1. Hokkien...
2.Chinese
3. Malaysian , is tat heritage?

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T STAND:

1. People who whines alot (think overly pampered kids)
2. Durian =.=
3. not being able to play dota T_T

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1. Losing my laptop =.=
2. Losing friends and family
3. Ending up alone

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SHOWS:

1. Heroes
2. The Simpsons
3. Friends

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE JAPANESE ANIMES:

1. Bleach
2. One piece
3. Shounen Onmyouji

THREE OF YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONGS:

1. Alones- Aqua Timez
2. I'm Yours- Jason Mraz
3. KanKan- Vanessa Mae XD

THREE MOVIES YOU CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:

1. Pirates of the carribean (trilogy)
2. Shrek trilogy
3. V for Vendetta

THREE MOVIES YOU WOULD LIKE TO WATCH:

1. Transformers !!!
2. Taiyou no Uta (A Song to the Sun)...
3. Fantastic 4, silver surfer

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1. The internet
2. The DotA (sumtimes dont get to play though)
3. FOOD !!!

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

1. Pink giordano polo T
2. Dark blue shorts
3. My glasses

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:

1. Humour XD
2. Excitement
3. LOVE !!!!

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE GENDER THAT APPEAL TO YOU:

1. Smooth skin
2. Nice eyes
3. nice hands???

THREE BAD HABITS:

1. shaking leg (dont hit me T_T)
2. yawning and forgeting to close mouth
3. overeat?

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1. WAtching anime
2. Gaming
3. PETS !!!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

1. Stop coughing =.=
2. DOTA
3. Murder dell for delaying my laptop

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING OR CURRENTLY PURSUING:

1. Research Scienctist
2. Entrepreneur in new businesses
3. Mad scientist bent on world conquest

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

1. JAPAN !!!!!
2. NEW ZEALAND !!
3. DISNEYLAND !!! or UNIVERSAL STUDIOS !!

THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE:

1. harr??? arent kid names still names ==
2. wat utter nonsense
3. all names are nice since their lovingly bestowed by the parents

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1. Freefall !!!
2. Own a siberian husky XD
3. Get my name down in the history books

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GUY (or girl):

1. Goes nuts over electronical gadgets XD
2. LOVE DOTA !!!
3. bathing takes less then 15 minutes

INITIALS OF THREE CRUSHES:

1. #_#
2. @_@
3. O_o

THREE PEOPLE YOU TAG TO DO THE SURVEY:

1. Ryan
2. Ryan
3. Ryan

=.= NOW DO THIS THREE TIMES AGAIN !!!

Unforeseen Circumstances (correct spelling?)

ahem ahem, due to unforeseen circumstances, this blog will be "close" till further notice
i am terribly sorry for the inconvenience caused.

Solitude

Its been raining almost everyday, not them i am complaining about the rain, it keeps my room cool and comfortable. The thing that am depressed of is the solitude that the examination studying period is giving me. Most days i go through the entire day without any of my friends insight, its not that i'm avoiding them, just that they prefer to study by themselves and group studies to them is unproductive. Sigh.. unproductive as it maybe at least they fill my day with smiles and laughter. Now the sight that i see is just the rain falling outside of my window while i sadly scribble notes from the lecture slides in preparation for the exam. Might be going insane soon. Some might argue that there is MSN and we can chat that way, but MSN is nothing compared to face to face communications.

Worst yet, i am beginning to feel distant from my friends, their becoming more and more stranger like to me. But what am i to do, but just let the wave of life move along. I grew weary of this, i pray by the end of the examination, they would still be the same as they were last sem, or maybe i should pray that i'll be the same as i was, i change alot in solitude, and there's always a chance that it will effect the relationship around me.

The sound of the rain,
Accompany my pain,
Drown away my sorrow,
Show me light tomorrow.

O_O

http://www.myheritage.com

Okay, remember that time that i luff at lin cuz his face matched 3 girls and oni one guy >_>
aparently his not the only one T_T

The Ivory Throne Of Mine

I sit on my throne of ivory and ponder,
What would happen today I wonder,
While I wonder in this mind,
I cleanse this body of mine.

In this chamber where I am king,
None dare to bother even when I sing,
Some scrolls I did unroll,
while I wonder why is the world so cold.

Reside in here I can no longer,
No more time left for me to ponder,
There is much work to conquer,
With haste I left. . . and forgot the water.

( XP )

New song, this song seriously touches me, makes me think back on all the frens that i had and drifted apart due to distance and different study streams, sigh, misses the good old days, listen to it, then tell me what emotion did the song induce it ya, to me was sadness and all the more reason to cherish my friends

A good song will induce alot of emotions in you, where you can feel the type of emotion the song is trying to portray, this song reached me, im SURE you have heard of it before, but listen to it again, it some sort revitalize my torn being abit. Enjoyz. Press Play. heee

"I that you could be whatever you wanted to be,If you could realise all the dream you have inside."

Well Because Syen said im not allowed to deflect the TAG RAY back to her, heres 6 unique things about me.

1) I LOVE DOGS !! I'm crazy over them, generally i'm not afraid of dogs unless their the type which has been train to guard the house and attack strangers, cant blame them if they attack me, its their job ^^. and i sometimes DO feel dogs are better then men (place proud emo here)

2) I seem to have an addiction towards instant noodle, i'm not sure i eat them because im hungry anymore, i eat them because i WANT to eat them. . . maybe got drugs inside >_>

3) Me love RPG games, i can go on and on about an RPG game that i like and played, all the better if sumone also played and we got stuffs to discuss, XD RPG GAME ROCKS !!!!Its like an adventurous story book XD

4) I always wish i would grow taller XD, this must be induce by my brother, the fact that i have to "look up" to him makes me grrrrrrrr, not that we are having a bad relationship or sumtin, more like sibling rivalry, im sur some of ya would understand ^^

5) I day dream about creating stuffs, ranging from might be useful if i were able to do it stuff to nonsense stuff like creating new character for an anime along with their power and all.

6) I wear a mask all the while so no one will know who i really am. Muhahaahahaha.

I tag. . .
*aims tag beam gun*
at hmm....
*tag beam gun fully charged*
errrr maybe....
*Warning Tag Beam gun Overloaded*
damm i guess i will just chooose
*Tag Beam Gun Implodes, Destroying everything around it*
Mamamia i see the light!!!

Unleashing What's Inside

My situation has deteriorated, my inner core has becoming more and more unstable, with no pillar for support, its breaking down fast. I've begun to despise people around me, seeing them makes me feel disgust of some sort, i just wish they vanish, or i just wish i would vanish, either way solves the problem. Hate is such a powerful thing. Its strength is equivalent to that of the so called love, and yet, it grows stronger since u cant actually break it can you? But love, love is like the seed of hate, if u manage to break love, hate is born from it. Beautiful isn't it? Like love, hate is also a a good motivator, because of such hatred, you would do anything for that hatred.

No longer do i remember the time where i last truly enjoyed my life, when was it? Each day i tread this ball of dirt just to reach to the next day again and again. It's sickening, and all along there seems to be nothing to look forward to in the next day. Why hope? Hope that something fun and happy would come along? Hoping that what you hope for will come true? Why bother to hope when most of the time you would just be disappointed. Wake up go class, do assignment, study for test and get the grades that you deserve, why bother whining over low grades, u get what you put into it!

Human will never return to the purity of mind when they were a child, their despicable disgusting creatures that roam this ball of dirt, scraping their way to gain more and more possessions which continues to blind them of what they have become. When was the last time you have a good nice sleep, the kind of sleep you see in babies, puppies and so on, they go on to rest without worrying bout the next day, probably to oblivious to the world around them. But their not to be blamed. Yet, what do YOU think of when you go to bed, probably missing your close ones or worrying bout the upcoming test or what time to wake up for class, need to do assignment the next day. All that i really want is just to be able to sleep like that again, to doze off without a worry in mind. That would not be possible i guess. Even now I'm cursing for the pile of assignments to complete, papers to read, reports to type, projects to complete, tests to study, classes to attend, and not being able to be home while im stuck in this sickening place.

Sometimes i truly wonder is this worth it.

What's the thing that makes you want to wake up in the morning to start another day? Don't give me the alarm clock , sun crap. The thing that makes me wanna wake up and start another forsaken day would be my family, mostly my mom and my grandma, cause i wanna make them happy by seeing their child being able to achieve success. . . in a way, aside from that i duno what do i wake up for.

*<-Fill The Void Within Me->*

Oh well, i'm too bored so im just going to update my blog, been quite long, since the Valentines day post, well, ill start with my CNY, sadly this year's CNY is worst then last year's. All my friends are like stucked overseas and couldnt come back, so i dont have any ppl to gamble with.. aheheh and sumore din really enjoy it cuz most of the time i just rot at home with my ps2 . Lol.

So then after coming back from my break ( CRAP ! ) notice everyone studying hard for their test d, so felt kinda lost and lonely cuz im not studying and no one free to mix around with. oh well i just have to start studying myself i guess, though i dont get it why they dont study together anymore, maybe they found it unproductive.

My first test was horrible, felt so stupid in there, sigh my fault for not studying harder i guess, well i plan to start being serious for my studies but i dont seem to be able to find the mood to do so, i prefer clicking here and there and doing anything just to avoid touching my books.

yesterday i went to ikea with boon tiong and wai si, managed to get sit cushion and a potted money plant ( haha luff ahead i like to see it in my DULL room). Since i got the sit cushion i shifter my bed so that i can put the chair by the table again, sitting on the bed unables me to lean back so its killing my back, now it feels much better to sit by the table.

still though this days my social meter is like in the dumps, havent comunicate with the rest much, most of the time their buzy studying in their own room d, even the 5b gang withdraw back to their rooms. maybe should call own room gang or sumtin. ah well must be a sign from above telling me to conc on my studies d. But i seriously miss hanging out with the rest while we crack dumb stuff at each other and desperately trying to concentrate instead of doing so .

Its no longer so, i guess its better this way . . . in a way, i got a review paper to write and also a report/project to do, and need to study for genetics and buck up my chinese. i guess ill end this here for now. Till the next post.

I stare out my window
and i feel the change in the world.

*-END-*

Well It's that time of the year again, Roses Chocolates and hearts everywhere. The day for Love is imminent, ITS VALENTINE'S DAY!!! Couples holding hands, sharing chocolates, exchanging gifts yada yada. Well during this day, through my view, i could separate them into a few groups of people(unmarried ones atleast) :

New Couples: New couples who are going through their first Valentine day, where the couple will most appreciate each other and what they did for each other that day

Old couples : Couple who are having a repeat of the Valentine's day, provided that the year they went through wasn't rough, they might be lovey dovey as before, well if it was rough, quarrels cheatings, unfaithfulness ect, the day might be rather . . .tension

Far Couples: Couples which are two far away to celebrate valentine's day with each other though long term relationship tends to lead to someone going astray
(Thnks Alex For reminding me ^^) *updated*

Single Type A: Having a crush on sumbody and wishing to be together with the person on that day. (Can work both ways if neither has proposed)

Single Type B: The one having a crush on someone but that sum one already has sum one in their mind therefore the one would most likely wear a mask to hide his/her feeling and to hold back the jealousy and the pain

Single Type C: The one which is on a rebound from a relationship or rejected and prefers not to get involve in the lovey dovey stuff for now

Single Type D: The Null person who has no one in their mind but can't help to feel lonely due to the atmosphere around them.

Hmm, currently i would put my self in Type D. At least for now.

Anyway, guys who have been spending their parents money in courting that gf of yours, have you give a thought of giving you mom some valentine as well? She is one of the person who loves you most in this world, why don't take SOME effort and give her what she deserves. A card, a rose or a gift to show how much u appreciate her love and care. And SHE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR GIRLFRIEND !!!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MIMI AND MAHMAH !!!
ILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU !!!

The World is Bland

Time to whine again,
Notice why ppl are addicted to games, movies, shows, animes, books ect?
BECAUSE THEY HAVE A SENSE OF EXCITEMENT IN IT

Compare to this monogamous world of ours, everything seems to be stuck in some kinda time wheel that seems to repeat itself in a way. (this oni applies to we single ppl who has ntg better to do in life and not to those couple who looks forward to another day together, [ GARGH ! ] )

What happened to the element of surprise in life? Jeez, when was the last time i felt excitement, i cant remember it, sigh. . . i need some adrenalin boost to increase endorphin in my life. jeez even exam results have stoped giving me the adrenalin. Ah well, life's a bitch anyway.

We just keep walking the same pace, just hoping that one day we will bump into someone that would brighten up your day. . . *we here still only is applicable to singles and those who has just broke up or sumtin like that* =.= im whining i knoe . . .

Anyway, so tell me, when was the last time you felt excitement? I would really be intrested in that. I had an experience where i was nearly bang by a car and it wasn't exciting or scary at all, more of the ....oh... moments. So really do tell me, be it the moment you get WooosH of your feet by your gf/bf/person u admire or some exciting event that you have encountered.

Grant me wings for i wish to soar,
Grant me hope for i wish to live,
Grant me love for i wish to feel alive.

CHANGE !!!

Well, My fridge was cleaned yesterday and you wouldn't believe what we found in it ! theres a LIZARD THERE !!!! i wonder how longs its been there, not to mention an entire ecosystem of fungal colony on the trays of the fridge, i though their suppose to be transparent? its found instead to be green and orangey. . . ewwww THANK GOD I NVR KEEP MY FOOD IN THERE, only bottled water (proud) wanna know how it looked like? here they are :





And this was how the fridge looks like after we finish cleaning it, we as in the three Msians who lives in the cluster, the rest seems to be not in , bz or just plain lazy, ITS UR FREAKING FRIDGE TOO U KNOW !!!GAH !!!






So anyway, since my IBM (Internaly Busted Mouse according to Syen) mouse seems to be acting up, it keeps dying halfway through, went to the NUS Museum Bazaar to get a new mouse, Got the Razer Diamondback in the end, though the Microsoft Lazer 6000 is cheaper due to its discount, well its discounted for a reason, besides its lazer capability of 2000 DPI, the design is crappy and according to what i read on the net, so are it's function. Phew. So here it is my new Razer Diamondback and another week ahead where i shall eat less due to limited cash pool. . .


As far as your wondering how much that costed me, lets just say that it left quite a big boo boo on my wallet. But i love it nonetheless. New mouse for my Lappy: Diena. Hohohohoh

New Skill?

Haha Looky looky wat i learned in chinese class yesterday ^^, my very first Chinese calligraphy,



Okay, sure its not anything special but it is my first ^_^, i like it , maybe its just because its my own work, ppl tend to appreciate their own work more then others. Except in special case where a certain person that is related to u in a certain way takes his/her time to produce their work and hand it over to u . Hmm. . . I feel like saying sumtin wise but my brain seems to be blank, there for i shall say:

Yen Says: Do the right thing! Be a man ! ( haha i knoe its a ripoff )
but still, lucky guys out there, u know who u are ^^ Do the right thing during Valentines Day !
Which is to donate to Yen's Charity Fund for Yen who is broke T_T

Yea im broke, though the caligraphy says Spring! at least i think thatz wat it says, my wallet is as dry as Sahara though. Gah!!!
Meh, i wonder is there any possible and reliable way to earn money online where doesnt involve me selling stuff =.=
Ah well, im begining to get a control over my studies again. THANK GOD, i actually thought i was about to die this sem. Begining to enjoy learning new stuffs again. Makes u feel Smart and Brilliant when u finnaly understand it. MUHOHOHOHOHOHO

Oh, and i want to openly declare that im FAT !
FAT FAT FAT FAT !! i would write the chinese word for FAT here if i know how. Maybe i shall try with paint, here goes :


Haha, brialliant isn't it. Im like 4kg heavier since last sem already and i hate to admit it but my jeans are feeling tighter d. Gotta start excercising more often to loose the stupid dumb pounds, i mean i have the gym and all but no motivation. Maybe the fact that if i grow any fatter, i wont be able to fit into any of my pants ( their all size 28/29 ) and thus having no pants to wear. Yea, thatz gonna motivate me, and oh yea, no more junk food, this can be helped by the fact that im broke !!! bah MUST LOOSE THE POUNDS !!! wana get my lean body back. And YES i WAS lean. I was like 55kg b4 i started working, and thatz when the pound started adding up and i wasn't able to get back eversince! Don't do office work if ur hoping to keep lean without constant exercise ! ! ! blah. I shall attack the pounds starting from tonite !!! Btw, anyone got arm weights which you tie around ur arms while you jog? i think i wana use it while i play WoW or DotA. at least im working out while playing, hehe

Contemplate

When was the last time that you have cared for an animal? I dont know bout you but its been more then a month for me, sigh, i really wish i have animal companionship now, unlike humans, animals are much nicer in a way, sure u cant talk with them, but they will always be there for you as long as you'll be there for them, not all humans can do so . And they seem to have some comforting aura around them, especially the babies, their so adorable. Bahhhh, i miss my dogs at home badly now T_T wish i can hug them. Here's some pictures of baby animals, i duno, looking at them helps me relax.(not too relax i hope, later forget bout my assignments that are due .)

Ah well, for those who has animal companions now, do cherish them, sum of us are stucked in a concrete area with no wild life watsoever save for the ants that do the cleaning in my room. THeir really nice ^^

Just To release stress

ARGHH !!! ORANGES BANANA TOmoDACHI KANEKA BOOO MAMA CHIKEN DANCING PLASMA ! DOLPHIN PEACOCK SWIMMING HEN LOST HEAD !!!! FUU FUU FAA FAA HAAAAAAAA !!! KAAAA MEEE HAAA MEEE HAAA !!!!!! TURTLE BALL KUNGFU FIGHTING !!!!
*performs ritual to chase away assignmens*
olee olee oooo oooo oleee oleee ooo oooo chika chika boo chika too siam siam mama siam ma jut jut kut kut put put plek siak siak MAR !!! olee oleee BOO ! Boo Boo OLEEE go go ching ka ching ka ching chian kat !

Present At Last !

The current situation :
Numbers represent workload

Amount of reading to do: Scientific papers: 2-3
Lecture: 2
Management:3
Amount of work to do : 1 -CA due by Wednesday
1 -tutorial due by Wednesday
2 -presentation due by Monday
1 -lab report due by Friday
Misc : Room in a mess

lets say one workload = 2-3 hour to complete. . .
total workload = 11-12
taking it as 2.5 hours
time required = 30 hours. . . .

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im in trouble now T_T if i cant resist playing WoW and watching anime... but their soo nice ! how can possibly ignore them >.< i lost the ability to study well, then again, did i have it from the start? Geeez, seriously, i doubt i belong in NUS where its the centre of bookworms and muggers.
i should belong in some... ermm .. arrrr. . . i do not know where i belong T_T
me ish losht, sniff sniff

Almost the present

This is going to be the last post bout the past, the UCC event day. Well, besides the STUPID IRC COMMITEE WHO DESERVE TO BE TURNED INTO DONKEYS FOR A YEAR, it was fun and great ! Im dressed up in a chinese traditional costume, though i reminded myself of more like a trishaw puller or sumtin, SWT ! Took alot of pics that day, its like the fiesta of mass culture or sumtin, i would post the pic here but im just lazy , ahahha was suppose to be studying instead of blogging , sorry john, aparently there are other alternatives if i dont wow where i can not study T_T. This is horrible, i THINK im back in the lectures, way behind more like it, yet i still cant find my urge to study, wats happening to me !!! then again i was always lazy from the start >_> i really should change, the EE peeps are all piaing their stuff everyday, and i can go on without studying for a week ! gaahhh guys any suggestion ? maybe u have sum vodoo stuff or sumtin that can psych me up to study ahaha, DEATHNOTE 16 out i go watch first. . . Study delay yet again >_>

Warped time forwraded portal !!!

Okay lets see... like the title says im gonna fast forward a little, nothing much since class started, besides the choir practice, which was tiring mind u . Then... oh yea, THAT SATURDAY WHICH I WAS FORCED TO WAIT FOR 4 HOURS POINTLESSLY !! YOU STUPID IRC IDIOTS WHO I SUSPECT WAS RAISED BY DONKEYS, wait i take tat back, even donkeys are better then them !
ARGH !!! I WAS SO PISSED DAT DAY I PRACTICALLY SNAP BACK AT ALMOST ANYONE. Sorry Pooi San ya gotta be a victim too. BUT STILL !! ARGH !!! DAMMIT Havent been so pissed for so long d. Jeez. *cools down* okay then wats next... ahh i want to donate blood on the next tuesday after that #@$@#$#@ happened. but i got the date wrong, was suppose to be next week. Ahaheheh felt kinda dumb. After that, went out with John to Sim Lim, His first time there XD. Sorry james din call ya T_T we din knoe, honest. we walk around .. and round .. and round, look here and there, touch this and that XD well the thing is WoW and BC, he was really tempted to buy, i was kinda poisoning his mind too but gave up in d end XD we went back and ... was there choir after that? cant remember. then he gave me a luff when he decided to buy it the next day. LOLZ, my poisoning worked after all ? delayed effect maybe. hmm after tat wat happened. . . oh yea the costume rehearsal tat nite. i had a SPS lecture at the same time which i forgot about ( shit ) oh well, at least i had a good excuse due to the rehearsal. haha.
in the next post ill tok about the UCC event day. kinda lazy and wana go watch anime then sleep d. hehe XD
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